Upon a lot of self reflection, I've come to the realization that even though I strive for perfection and very much look down on acting childish- I've been perpetrated by bits of it in my life and I've now made it my number one goal to iron out these kinks, as well as avoiding judging others too quickly or too harshly.
It's just a crock of nonsense on my part and I do take part in my share of shame.
I fully respect the people I've treated poorly which is the worst part, however from the exploitation of these flaws I've only seen rewards but I can feel that in the long run these are the poor decisions.
Hence my dedication to remedying the situation.
~Just a tidbit to share.~